Just Writing

Humm
Here its me again...
Acctually ive been wanted to write more and more, but sometimes i dont know how to express myself.. Its fun coz i know no one read this blog, and bcoz of that i could write about what im feeling or what i want... without fearing, but i guess sometimes im even afraid to say things to myself. Weird.
I guess everybody have moments like that...at least i hope or ill be a lunatic! lol Anyway..Its been 3 weekends that im not into parties and stuff...i cant drink...i do wanna to be wasted but o cant...dont know why... Terrible... I guess i need to let some stuff in my head go away...clear my mind..
Its to many things to process and live. I wish it would be easier...but isnt... theres a few things its hard to let go...its hard to step foward..but i know eventually it will pass, always does.
So i guess its good for today...saturday night and im home..jezz what is happening!! lol!!! im turning off now!!! later blog! :P

Lost

Does everybody know how is to be or feel lost?
Sometimes in our lives we pass through moments we have a few choices to make surrounded of lots of doubts and then we say: I'm lost.
Actually at this moment we are not lost, we're just not looking for the choices with open mind...the answer its right over there.. just need to decide for the one.
Like you can see..not all moments that we feel lost means we are.
What i'm trying to say is that sometimes we are complaning too much, and lazy enough to try to find the answer for all questions and doubts..and sometimes its right above our eyes..we are just too damn blind to see;
Today i felt lost a few times...maybe i still am about a few things..but ill try to clear my mind and let my thoughts guide me to the right answer ( if exist one). Or maybe ill forget that im feeling it and maybe it will pass.
So if you a feeling lost...look ahead..never down...and i'm sure you will get through this.

Well I will do that. at least ill try

be back soon